Saturday, January 30, 2010

move along

Posted by Unknown at 11:00 AM 0 comments
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
when you fall, everyone sins
another day, and you've had your feel of sinking
with the life held in your...
hands are shaking cold
these hands are meant to hold

Speak to me
when all you got to keep is strong
move along, move along
like I know you do
and even when your hope is gone
move along, move along
just to make it through
move along
move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
could be a night when your life ends
such a heart that would lead you to deceiving
all the pain held in your...
hands are shaking cold
your hands are mine to hold

____________________________________________________________________
 
this is MOVE ALONG by THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS
i have no idea why
as for now
my head is tilting to the beat of this song echoing through my iPod~ 
it inspires me 
i'm currently stuck on my essay due tomorrow
but when all seems lost, this song reminded me to keep on going  
 
sooo sleepy~ 

Monday, January 25, 2010

Simposium Media & Perpaduan

Posted by Unknown at 11:40 AM 2 comments
supertired !!
just got back from KL
arrived at USM at 2 in the morning
i have lab this morning somewhere around 9AM
but don't feel like sleeping
went to a seminar at Prince Hotel, Kuala Lumpur
Simposium Media & Perpaduan aka Media & Unity Symposium
it's a one day seminar attended by students from other institutions and government officers from various sectors esp the media 
the seminar was largely focused on the freedom of speech and information
humm, the debate whether or not malaysians should be given complete freedom of speech has been going on for quite a while now
to me, i don't think we are ready for it
to be given complete freedom of speech is something kinda heavy
imagine if the citizens have the freedom to write and say anything they want without considering the feelings of others?
chaos perhaps??
definitely chaos
we lived in a diverse population
comprised of people from different skin colors, religions, race, etc.
yes, the public deserves the right to be accurately informed and they are entitled to their own opinions
but sensitive remarks can cause more than chaos
take the recent issue regarding the Kalimah Allah
people are throwing petrol bombs at one another now
imagine if the freedom of speech is given completely?
i think petrol bombs will be the least that could happen
far greater and devastating incidents will occur
there will always be fundamentalists
every religions have their own fundamentalist or fanatics should i say whether they want it or not
not just religions, even races
we are living in a brave new world
people have change from one generation to the next
their mindsets no longer remains the same




 
 
 

oh, on Sunday when we were on our way to KL
our bus broke down
for 4hours we waited for the next bus in misery
i was really freaking miserable on that day
huhu 





Friday, January 22, 2010

5th World Youth Congress & Study of the US Institute for Student Leaders

Posted by Unknown at 9:00 PM 2 comments
Since i am bored and doesn't feel like doing my assignments,





i decided to do the essays that are required in order to attend these two conferences 
one conference is an intensive, rigorous five-week program that will be held in the US
it's a student leaders program on global environmental issues
it will probably be between May and June
this only requires one essay but the chances that i get it are almost slim to none 
they only want 4 Malaysians or less
but i'll give it a try anyway
there's no harm to it



it doesn't really matter if i don't get to partake in the US program
but i have my fingers crossed for this one !
it's a two-week program in Istanbul
but this one requires me to write 4 essays 
long long essay
and the deadline is Jan 31st
and right now
i'm at wits end trying to write the essays






but i'm working hard
i really want this !
Turkey is like the European Capital of Culture
and it's one of the oldest civilizations in the world
from what i've heard, it's a really beautiful country
but most of all, i want to be part of the movement that can change the world into a better place to live in






so, support me guys !!





Thursday, January 21, 2010

a loss that will be remembered

Posted by Unknown at 10:11 PM 0 comments
just a week ago kecheq gave birth to 4 little kittens
unfortunately four became three 3 days ago
one of them died
the white colour one
i dunno why
perhaps she wasn't ready to be born yet
i cried the night before
she looked really sick that she could barely moved 
there was nothing left that i could do 
maybe it is better for her to die than suffers such a painful life
we, that are me. jawahir and ziela buried her behind our hostel


putih covered by a piece of white paper

 
digging process


 
putih's grave

REST IN PEACE PUTIH !!



Sunday, January 17, 2010

treasure hunt USM '10

Posted by Unknown at 9:05 AM 0 comments
went treasure hunting today
not the real one
the fake one
organized by Golden Key and PETAS(pelajar tanpa asrama) societies
of course we lost
haha !
doesn't matter though
we had fun
running and jogging and laughing and screaming
almost had a heart attack 
haha
it was really tiring
went all around USM's main campus
from the tallest building in USM the chancellor's building to School of HBP. School of Art, School of Management, School of Language and Literacies and lastly my School of Social Sciences
but in the end we lost
haha !



pirates

sorry, actually there are other pics
but im not gonna upload them here
im really pissed right now
rasa mcm nk menangis !
sakit hati !
this is f***ing bulls*** !!
 


Friday, January 15, 2010

my very own obsession

Posted by Unknown at 2:38 AM 4 comments
right now, i'm obsessed with online shopping !!
i've been browsing the internet for two days looking for local online shops
and i found dozens !!
haha
they sell cute blouses and t-shirts even bags at unbelievable prices !
they're even cheaper than the real boutiques !!
the shipping cost isn't that much of a big deal
i'm gonna try and buy a few apparels and see how it is
if they're worth it,
i guess i just found a new hobby
ONLINE SHOPPING
which no doubt will be hazardous for my pocket and bank accounts

even for my health perhaps.. haha





it's chow time guys !!




Wednesday, January 13, 2010

welcome to the family, kitties !!

Posted by Unknown at 1:17 AM 0 comments
i am officially a grandma... to 4 little kittens
haha
my cat(well, not my cat.. i just take care of it ever since she was little here in my hostel Indah Kembara, USM)
gave birth to 4 little kittens yesterday
and i watched her
i was dead worried because her breathing was rapid and she looked like she was in a lot of pain
i guess because she's small
and her physical is unlike any other cats


kecheq as i named her licked her new born baby so that she can breath

now i am practically surrounded by 4 cute little kittens and their mommy
every time i got back from class and entered my room,
she would storm at me..
i don't know what she wants
she just kept on 'meoowww..meooww' at me 
dunno why
gave her Friskies, she walks away..

otherwise, i am HAPPY !!

 

Friday, January 8, 2010

fresh morning air

Posted by Unknown at 4:36 PM 0 comments
everyone's gone to training on this beautiful morning
i got up early 
just got back from jogging around USM's campus
very refreshing
always liked the morning breeze
smells fresh
no cars
no people
no noise
except for the noise coming from the vehicles crawling along Penang Bridge like small ants
saw it from the hills near HEPP


one thing i never could leave whenever i jog or go out is my


my iPod Touch~

since i was alone, i figured music is the only thing that will keep me running instead of walking

it's the start of a new day !
get going guys !
keep ya self healthy ! =p

Thursday, January 7, 2010

enjoy life before you lose them

Posted by Unknown at 10:20 PM 0 comments
this will be my first post for the year 2010
i am currently sitting alone in my hostel room
listening to Beyonce's Halo
apart from being bored to death, i'm pretty much happy with my life now
 


i like my LHP453 class which is creative writing
the class somehow made me a little more aware of my surroundings
it made me look at people or objects or anything in a different way

another class that i seemed to enjoy is SAU305E which happens to be Criminology or Crime and Criminal Behavior
our lecturer basically likes to talk about his experiences than the subject
but they're related somehow
he seemed to focus more on international students than us local students
but since the class is really small, i don't we have any problems making ourselves heard by the dr.
debates went on about how to minimize the crime rates and so on
i really like this class..

now i have three options for my Masters...
a) Archaeology
b) Criminology
c) Anthropology
 
i have decided a while ago that after i graduate, i'll continue my studies
with those three areas as my choice of masters
still i need help on deciding which one

i really do hope that this semester will be interesting and a great semester for me
so i can forget about the past...




Saturday, January 30, 2010

move along

0 comments
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
when you fall, everyone sins
another day, and you've had your feel of sinking
with the life held in your...
hands are shaking cold
these hands are meant to hold

Speak to me
when all you got to keep is strong
move along, move along
like I know you do
and even when your hope is gone
move along, move along
just to make it through
move along
move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
could be a night when your life ends
such a heart that would lead you to deceiving
all the pain held in your...
hands are shaking cold
your hands are mine to hold

____________________________________________________________________
 
this is MOVE ALONG by THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS
i have no idea why
as for now
my head is tilting to the beat of this song echoing through my iPod~ 
it inspires me 
i'm currently stuck on my essay due tomorrow
but when all seems lost, this song reminded me to keep on going  
 
sooo sleepy~ 

Monday, January 25, 2010

Simposium Media & Perpaduan

2 comments
supertired !!
just got back from KL
arrived at USM at 2 in the morning
i have lab this morning somewhere around 9AM
but don't feel like sleeping
went to a seminar at Prince Hotel, Kuala Lumpur
Simposium Media & Perpaduan aka Media & Unity Symposium
it's a one day seminar attended by students from other institutions and government officers from various sectors esp the media 
the seminar was largely focused on the freedom of speech and information
humm, the debate whether or not malaysians should be given complete freedom of speech has been going on for quite a while now
to me, i don't think we are ready for it
to be given complete freedom of speech is something kinda heavy
imagine if the citizens have the freedom to write and say anything they want without considering the feelings of others?
chaos perhaps??
definitely chaos
we lived in a diverse population
comprised of people from different skin colors, religions, race, etc.
yes, the public deserves the right to be accurately informed and they are entitled to their own opinions
but sensitive remarks can cause more than chaos
take the recent issue regarding the Kalimah Allah
people are throwing petrol bombs at one another now
imagine if the freedom of speech is given completely?
i think petrol bombs will be the least that could happen
far greater and devastating incidents will occur
there will always be fundamentalists
every religions have their own fundamentalist or fanatics should i say whether they want it or not
not just religions, even races
we are living in a brave new world
people have change from one generation to the next
their mindsets no longer remains the same




 
 
 

oh, on Sunday when we were on our way to KL
our bus broke down
for 4hours we waited for the next bus in misery
i was really freaking miserable on that day
huhu 





Friday, January 22, 2010

5th World Youth Congress & Study of the US Institute for Student Leaders

2 comments
Since i am bored and doesn't feel like doing my assignments,





i decided to do the essays that are required in order to attend these two conferences 
one conference is an intensive, rigorous five-week program that will be held in the US
it's a student leaders program on global environmental issues
it will probably be between May and June
this only requires one essay but the chances that i get it are almost slim to none 
they only want 4 Malaysians or less
but i'll give it a try anyway
there's no harm to it



it doesn't really matter if i don't get to partake in the US program
but i have my fingers crossed for this one !
it's a two-week program in Istanbul
but this one requires me to write 4 essays 
long long essay
and the deadline is Jan 31st
and right now
i'm at wits end trying to write the essays






but i'm working hard
i really want this !
Turkey is like the European Capital of Culture
and it's one of the oldest civilizations in the world
from what i've heard, it's a really beautiful country
but most of all, i want to be part of the movement that can change the world into a better place to live in






so, support me guys !!





Thursday, January 21, 2010

a loss that will be remembered

0 comments
just a week ago kecheq gave birth to 4 little kittens
unfortunately four became three 3 days ago
one of them died
the white colour one
i dunno why
perhaps she wasn't ready to be born yet
i cried the night before
she looked really sick that she could barely moved 
there was nothing left that i could do 
maybe it is better for her to die than suffers such a painful life
we, that are me. jawahir and ziela buried her behind our hostel


putih covered by a piece of white paper

 
digging process


 
putih's grave

REST IN PEACE PUTIH !!



Sunday, January 17, 2010

treasure hunt USM '10

0 comments
went treasure hunting today
not the real one
the fake one
organized by Golden Key and PETAS(pelajar tanpa asrama) societies
of course we lost
haha !
doesn't matter though
we had fun
running and jogging and laughing and screaming
almost had a heart attack 
haha
it was really tiring
went all around USM's main campus
from the tallest building in USM the chancellor's building to School of HBP. School of Art, School of Management, School of Language and Literacies and lastly my School of Social Sciences
but in the end we lost
haha !



pirates

sorry, actually there are other pics
but im not gonna upload them here
im really pissed right now
rasa mcm nk menangis !
sakit hati !
this is f***ing bulls*** !!
 


Friday, January 15, 2010

my very own obsession

4 comments
right now, i'm obsessed with online shopping !!
i've been browsing the internet for two days looking for local online shops
and i found dozens !!
haha
they sell cute blouses and t-shirts even bags at unbelievable prices !
they're even cheaper than the real boutiques !!
the shipping cost isn't that much of a big deal
i'm gonna try and buy a few apparels and see how it is
if they're worth it,
i guess i just found a new hobby
ONLINE SHOPPING
which no doubt will be hazardous for my pocket and bank accounts

even for my health perhaps.. haha





it's chow time guys !!




Wednesday, January 13, 2010

welcome to the family, kitties !!

0 comments
i am officially a grandma... to 4 little kittens
haha
my cat(well, not my cat.. i just take care of it ever since she was little here in my hostel Indah Kembara, USM)
gave birth to 4 little kittens yesterday
and i watched her
i was dead worried because her breathing was rapid and she looked like she was in a lot of pain
i guess because she's small
and her physical is unlike any other cats


kecheq as i named her licked her new born baby so that she can breath

now i am practically surrounded by 4 cute little kittens and their mommy
every time i got back from class and entered my room,
she would storm at me..
i don't know what she wants
she just kept on 'meoowww..meooww' at me 
dunno why
gave her Friskies, she walks away..

otherwise, i am HAPPY !!

 

Friday, January 8, 2010

fresh morning air

0 comments
everyone's gone to training on this beautiful morning
i got up early 
just got back from jogging around USM's campus
very refreshing
always liked the morning breeze
smells fresh
no cars
no people
no noise
except for the noise coming from the vehicles crawling along Penang Bridge like small ants
saw it from the hills near HEPP


one thing i never could leave whenever i jog or go out is my


my iPod Touch~

since i was alone, i figured music is the only thing that will keep me running instead of walking

it's the start of a new day !
get going guys !
keep ya self healthy ! =p

Thursday, January 7, 2010

enjoy life before you lose them

0 comments
this will be my first post for the year 2010
i am currently sitting alone in my hostel room
listening to Beyonce's Halo
apart from being bored to death, i'm pretty much happy with my life now
 


i like my LHP453 class which is creative writing
the class somehow made me a little more aware of my surroundings
it made me look at people or objects or anything in a different way

another class that i seemed to enjoy is SAU305E which happens to be Criminology or Crime and Criminal Behavior
our lecturer basically likes to talk about his experiences than the subject
but they're related somehow
he seemed to focus more on international students than us local students
but since the class is really small, i don't we have any problems making ourselves heard by the dr.
debates went on about how to minimize the crime rates and so on
i really like this class..

now i have three options for my Masters...
a) Archaeology
b) Criminology
c) Anthropology
 
i have decided a while ago that after i graduate, i'll continue my studies
with those three areas as my choice of masters
still i need help on deciding which one

i really do hope that this semester will be interesting and a great semester for me
so i can forget about the past...




 

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