Tuesday, February 16, 2010

i'm saving some for a Canon EOS Digital SLR !!

Posted by Wan Nur Syazana Wan Mohamad Ariffin at 1:37 AM 0 comments
ughh, i was thinking of doing some heavy shopping
but then i realized i haven't yet achieved one thing
to buy myself a Canon EOS Digital SLR!
seriously i am browsing through Canon Malaysia website looking for a nice one for myself
but i can't decide which one
i have three candidates on my mind right now
haha

 Canon EOS 1000D
price : RM2199.00
pixels : 10.1 Megapixels



Canon EOS 450D
price : RM2499
pixels : 12.1 Megapixels


Canon EOS 500D
price : RM2899
pixels : 15.1 Megapixels


all three EOS have different specifications and overviews
i just wanna take amazing pictures
pictures that capture life!
i think the 500D is a bit complicated for me...
perhaps i'll try to buy the 450D
it looks cool and as far as i can see
the functions are quite manageable for a new beginner like me

if it was you, which one will you choose? 

Thursday, February 11, 2010

through the silence of the night

Posted by Wan Nur Syazana Wan Mohamad Ariffin at 4:37 AM 0 comments
I trod along a slippery path in the darkness of night
the cold wind brushed across my face, making me shivered instantly
the eerie silent of the night hides thousand secrets
restless, I tilted my head to the left and right a couple of times
like a little girl trying to cross the street full with cars
although not visible to my naked eyes
I felt as if a dozen pair of eyes were staring at me through the blackness of the forest
I quickened my pace 
my eyes widened in fear
my breathing labored
I no longer trampled
I was running 
from the eyes that gazed through the trees that stood still
as I was running, deep and husky voices echoed in my mind
telling me to keep running until the end
to keep running away from everything
to just put an end to everything
I stopped abruptly and held the nearest tree I could find
my bare hands held tightly against the coarse skin of the tree
sweat streamed down my pale face as I gasped for air
the dusty air clogged my nose 
the strange and unfamiliar voice was still echoing in my head 
reiterating the same message
 my legs were shaking violently that they can no longer bear to stand up
I fell flat onto the surface of the earth
I embraced both my legs towards my quivering body
and rest my head on my knees
I could not bear the noises in my head
they were getting louder as minutes passed
the voices felt closed as if they were saying them right to my face
yet there were nobody there except for me
there were no sounds except for the sound of me breathing the musty air

silence

I slowly regained my strength
I summoned all the energies I have left to get back on the path and see what awaits for me at the end of the endless road
I dare not look back
fearing the eyes would slowly catch up with me
I stood there in the middle of the path of the unknown
staring blankly ahead
anticipating what might happen if I continued with journey
will I run again?
will I fall in the middle of the road?
will I be able to swallow the ending and the answer from this journey?
I do not know
for I have not yet reach the end of the road
my eyes blinked away the tears that almost fell onto the dirt
anxious, I walked tardily along the path

again, I trod through the darkness of night
in silent.

p/s : do you think this is creative enough?


Thursday, February 4, 2010

cultural fiesta : the world at home

Posted by Wan Nur Syazana Wan Mohamad Ariffin at 9:51 PM 0 comments
yesterday night i went to the Dewan Budaya aka Culture Hall
just to watch the cultural dances from all around the globe performed by USM local and international students
it was fascinating!
i absolutely love it
especially the Malaysian dance of Asmaradana 
it's got that sense of malay and javanese feel
dunno why
but all of a sudden it made me wanna dance!
 seriously i wanna dance!
to the beat of songs like Asmaradana of any fast-paced songs that represent our culture!
anyone wanna teach me  how to dance?
haha

overall the dances last night were terrific
the band freedom comprised of students from different countries whom shared one thing in common as a student of USM
sang songs in english and iranian language
captivated me!

p/s : again, siapa nak ajar dan ambil saya menari? =)


 

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

a little something for you to ponder upon

Posted by Wan Nur Syazana Wan Mohamad Ariffin at 10:41 AM 2 comments
for the past couple of weeks, there have been ups and downs for me. My inner self is unstable. sometimes i laughed. sometimes i'm angry. sometimes i cried. i had everything sort out before this. but now, everything seems to fall apart into pieces. at times, i tend to get upset for no apparent reasons. i looked at others. oh, how happy they are and then i get jealous of what they have and what i don't have. 
 for those who knows me, when im upset... i cursed... a lot... i kept to myself making other people scared that if they ask me what's wrong.. i'll yell at them.
i don't yell. but i won't answer any questions. i'll just keep quiet. 
at least i don't cussed at another human being. i cussed at my laptop normally, my cell, or my iPod. i would throw things away. even my laptop.
i don't like to be disturbed when upset
i prefer to be alone
in fact, if i could... i want only me in this place. no one else. sometimes i wished for stupid things
like never be born into this world, or wishing for everyone to just go away
vanish for good... i know, how selfish could i be?
 oh.. go ahead.. pour all your problems on me!
act as if you're the only whose got problems!
jeez.. tell me evrything!
drive me crazy!
one thing : the world is never fair!
here i am sitting on my bed at 2.15 AM pouring all my anger here
better than yelling at people 
come on, grow up! 
stop mixing things!
work is work! love is love! family is family!
when you mix all of those together, how the hell do you expect them to mingle well??!!
they won't!! they'll just crash and burn!
certain people need to know what the word maturity means.
paranoid.
what the hell laaa....
kenapa mesti gaduh maa??
problem after problem strike me 
YPJ, my plot being rejected two times, waiting for the impossible, sacrificing in the name of friendship, etc...
not just that, other people's problems are also bothering me..
they're interfering with my life
not that i don't wanna listen to any of your problems..
it's just that, if you want my advice.. try to accept whatever i say. because it's the truth. even though it's ugly
i won't make you feel better. i'll just tell you the harsh reality
because we are all old and mature enough to understand and accept the truth as it is
i will not give you words of comfort. because im not really good at it
if you are willing to hear and accept my side, then  i'll listen to you
one advice : when you fall, don't expect someone to lend you a hand. get up on your own. it is your responsibility towards yourself. people do not pity does who won't stand on their own two feet.
oh, some things are meant to be secrets. things that only you know. things that only you share with your love one. don't go on bragging about your boyfriend or girlfriend or even friends at your friends. it not only scarred their faces but it scarred yours. 
that tells me that you're a dishonest, two-faced, backstabber friend. 
if you tell everything about the one you love to your friends, where is that something special that only you should share with him?
now that everybody knows~
i am not referring to anybody, it's just a thought.
been hearing a lot of it lately. and my ears are kinda bleeding from it
i need a break. from my problems and from everybody's....



Tuesday, February 16, 2010

i'm saving some for a Canon EOS Digital SLR !!

0 comments
ughh, i was thinking of doing some heavy shopping
but then i realized i haven't yet achieved one thing
to buy myself a Canon EOS Digital SLR!
seriously i am browsing through Canon Malaysia website looking for a nice one for myself
but i can't decide which one
i have three candidates on my mind right now
haha

 Canon EOS 1000D
price : RM2199.00
pixels : 10.1 Megapixels



Canon EOS 450D
price : RM2499
pixels : 12.1 Megapixels


Canon EOS 500D
price : RM2899
pixels : 15.1 Megapixels


all three EOS have different specifications and overviews
i just wanna take amazing pictures
pictures that capture life!
i think the 500D is a bit complicated for me...
perhaps i'll try to buy the 450D
it looks cool and as far as i can see
the functions are quite manageable for a new beginner like me

if it was you, which one will you choose? 

Thursday, February 11, 2010

through the silence of the night

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I trod along a slippery path in the darkness of night
the cold wind brushed across my face, making me shivered instantly
the eerie silent of the night hides thousand secrets
restless, I tilted my head to the left and right a couple of times
like a little girl trying to cross the street full with cars
although not visible to my naked eyes
I felt as if a dozen pair of eyes were staring at me through the blackness of the forest
I quickened my pace 
my eyes widened in fear
my breathing labored
I no longer trampled
I was running 
from the eyes that gazed through the trees that stood still
as I was running, deep and husky voices echoed in my mind
telling me to keep running until the end
to keep running away from everything
to just put an end to everything
I stopped abruptly and held the nearest tree I could find
my bare hands held tightly against the coarse skin of the tree
sweat streamed down my pale face as I gasped for air
the dusty air clogged my nose 
the strange and unfamiliar voice was still echoing in my head 
reiterating the same message
 my legs were shaking violently that they can no longer bear to stand up
I fell flat onto the surface of the earth
I embraced both my legs towards my quivering body
and rest my head on my knees
I could not bear the noises in my head
they were getting louder as minutes passed
the voices felt closed as if they were saying them right to my face
yet there were nobody there except for me
there were no sounds except for the sound of me breathing the musty air

silence

I slowly regained my strength
I summoned all the energies I have left to get back on the path and see what awaits for me at the end of the endless road
I dare not look back
fearing the eyes would slowly catch up with me
I stood there in the middle of the path of the unknown
staring blankly ahead
anticipating what might happen if I continued with journey
will I run again?
will I fall in the middle of the road?
will I be able to swallow the ending and the answer from this journey?
I do not know
for I have not yet reach the end of the road
my eyes blinked away the tears that almost fell onto the dirt
anxious, I walked tardily along the path

again, I trod through the darkness of night
in silent.

p/s : do you think this is creative enough?


Thursday, February 4, 2010

cultural fiesta : the world at home

0 comments
yesterday night i went to the Dewan Budaya aka Culture Hall
just to watch the cultural dances from all around the globe performed by USM local and international students
it was fascinating!
i absolutely love it
especially the Malaysian dance of Asmaradana 
it's got that sense of malay and javanese feel
dunno why
but all of a sudden it made me wanna dance!
 seriously i wanna dance!
to the beat of songs like Asmaradana of any fast-paced songs that represent our culture!
anyone wanna teach me  how to dance?
haha

overall the dances last night were terrific
the band freedom comprised of students from different countries whom shared one thing in common as a student of USM
sang songs in english and iranian language
captivated me!

p/s : again, siapa nak ajar dan ambil saya menari? =)


 

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

a little something for you to ponder upon

2 comments
for the past couple of weeks, there have been ups and downs for me. My inner self is unstable. sometimes i laughed. sometimes i'm angry. sometimes i cried. i had everything sort out before this. but now, everything seems to fall apart into pieces. at times, i tend to get upset for no apparent reasons. i looked at others. oh, how happy they are and then i get jealous of what they have and what i don't have. 
 for those who knows me, when im upset... i cursed... a lot... i kept to myself making other people scared that if they ask me what's wrong.. i'll yell at them.
i don't yell. but i won't answer any questions. i'll just keep quiet. 
at least i don't cussed at another human being. i cussed at my laptop normally, my cell, or my iPod. i would throw things away. even my laptop.
i don't like to be disturbed when upset
i prefer to be alone
in fact, if i could... i want only me in this place. no one else. sometimes i wished for stupid things
like never be born into this world, or wishing for everyone to just go away
vanish for good... i know, how selfish could i be?
 oh.. go ahead.. pour all your problems on me!
act as if you're the only whose got problems!
jeez.. tell me evrything!
drive me crazy!
one thing : the world is never fair!
here i am sitting on my bed at 2.15 AM pouring all my anger here
better than yelling at people 
come on, grow up! 
stop mixing things!
work is work! love is love! family is family!
when you mix all of those together, how the hell do you expect them to mingle well??!!
they won't!! they'll just crash and burn!
certain people need to know what the word maturity means.
paranoid.
what the hell laaa....
kenapa mesti gaduh maa??
problem after problem strike me 
YPJ, my plot being rejected two times, waiting for the impossible, sacrificing in the name of friendship, etc...
not just that, other people's problems are also bothering me..
they're interfering with my life
not that i don't wanna listen to any of your problems..
it's just that, if you want my advice.. try to accept whatever i say. because it's the truth. even though it's ugly
i won't make you feel better. i'll just tell you the harsh reality
because we are all old and mature enough to understand and accept the truth as it is
i will not give you words of comfort. because im not really good at it
if you are willing to hear and accept my side, then  i'll listen to you
one advice : when you fall, don't expect someone to lend you a hand. get up on your own. it is your responsibility towards yourself. people do not pity does who won't stand on their own two feet.
oh, some things are meant to be secrets. things that only you know. things that only you share with your love one. don't go on bragging about your boyfriend or girlfriend or even friends at your friends. it not only scarred their faces but it scarred yours. 
that tells me that you're a dishonest, two-faced, backstabber friend. 
if you tell everything about the one you love to your friends, where is that something special that only you should share with him?
now that everybody knows~
i am not referring to anybody, it's just a thought.
been hearing a lot of it lately. and my ears are kinda bleeding from it
i need a break. from my problems and from everybody's....



 

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