Tuesday, July 21, 2009

waiting & worrying...

Posted by Unknown at 11:34 AM
my heart beats slowly to the beat of misha omar's kuseru...my wristwatch indicates that it's already 2.45 in the morning and im still wide awake... out of fear... fear for tomorrow... nooo.. fear for this morning...


you might think im crazy but right now im eating mcdonald's mcchicken...huhuh..im starving... and scared... esok pagi MI.. morning inspection... da prepare pakaian... knowledge psl navy still sgt2 low... n now my responsibility has been a lot more bigger as in a few days ago...


y ?? bcoz.. im a rank holder now.. andd whoooop menambah2 lg my responsibility... how did this happen ? i have no idea.. im not sure im that qualified but guess i don't have a choice then but to carry on with it... im not sure what's gonna happen.. im scared because im just a normal human being and i don't think i can bear too much responsibility and im afraid that this will make the worse out of me.. as a human, i too make mistakes... in fact i have made lots of mistakes that i lost count how many... and again... im SCARED....

2 comments:

bom on July 22, 2009 at 3:20 AM said...

lepak sudah...layan lagu Pesanan Buat Kekasih again && again mcm aku..

*haha..komen yg pendek,xbernas && xberilmiah...sbb aku dlm mood xbernas skrg*

Unknown on July 23, 2009 at 5:39 AM said...

haha...
ntahlaaa
beban ku semakin bertambah...
berat sudah bahuku ini..huhu~

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

waiting & worrying...


my heart beats slowly to the beat of misha omar's kuseru...my wristwatch indicates that it's already 2.45 in the morning and im still wide awake... out of fear... fear for tomorrow... nooo.. fear for this morning...


you might think im crazy but right now im eating mcdonald's mcchicken...huhuh..im starving... and scared... esok pagi MI.. morning inspection... da prepare pakaian... knowledge psl navy still sgt2 low... n now my responsibility has been a lot more bigger as in a few days ago...


y ?? bcoz.. im a rank holder now.. andd whoooop menambah2 lg my responsibility... how did this happen ? i have no idea.. im not sure im that qualified but guess i don't have a choice then but to carry on with it... im not sure what's gonna happen.. im scared because im just a normal human being and i don't think i can bear too much responsibility and im afraid that this will make the worse out of me.. as a human, i too make mistakes... in fact i have made lots of mistakes that i lost count how many... and again... im SCARED....

2 comments on "waiting & worrying..."

bom on July 22, 2009 at 3:20 AM said...

lepak sudah...layan lagu Pesanan Buat Kekasih again && again mcm aku..

*haha..komen yg pendek,xbernas && xberilmiah...sbb aku dlm mood xbernas skrg*

Unknown on July 23, 2009 at 5:39 AM said...

haha...
ntahlaaa
beban ku semakin bertambah...
berat sudah bahuku ini..huhu~

 

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