fate says it all

i havent been writing for a while already..

been having a lot of problems lately...

i made a goddamn difficult choice...

probably the most difficult i ever have to make in my entire life..

for all you who doesn't know it yet...

i quit.. from the navy..

i have my reasons...

for a while there i thought i'd never have to do something like leaving the navy...

for the love of God, i love 'em...

but fate says otherwise...

hence i am no longer with them...

i'm sorry guys...

i hope you understand why i did this...

thanks for all the support you've given me...

what almost made me cry...

shit, i cried...

was when you guys celebrated my birthday even though i left all of you...

i thought you wouldn't celebrate my birthday...

but i was wrong...

completely wrong...

thanks.. love you guys..

now, from PK to PKK....

from sr cadet to jr midshipmen...

congratulations my friends..

you guys deserved it after a year an a half of misery...

it must've feel great, huh ?

i realized now that i will miss out on a lot of great things with you guys...

heck, i even realized it before i made up my fuckin' mind...

but then again, things happened for a reason..

i'm not gonna blame anybody for this..

not my family and not you...

i have my own resposibility and you have yours...

good luck guys...

these couple of weeks have been a complete bullshit...

these next few weeks will be even more chaotic...

examination...

life ain't fair..

it never is....

three words of advice : suck it up

see ya~